Remeber Me?

So it's been a VERY long time since I've written. But there has been SO much going on. Two weekends ago the Compound went go karting and had a field day. After that was Daddy-O and my going away party....total bummer. We all got drunk, including me, and laughed at the olympics and discussed the finer points of watching some whsip of a woman run FOREVER and how she looks so tiny and unhealthy but none of us could run that long that fast unless something serious was chasing us. Bravo to all those runners out there, as I am by far not one.
My last week of work was stressful and sad. I was trying to get everything up and running before I left and BARELY accomplished it. I got the store up on wednesday, my last day was thursday....and everything else was going fine.
Last weekend Cam and I went to DC. We just went up for a night and saw a few monuments and went to some of the museums. We saw what we wanted, skipped a lot and had a great time just being together and being out in DC walking around enjoying one another.
I was going to leave Sunday night, but I looked at the weather after we all had a FEAST of chinese and had Fay going trough Atlanta, and what I thought would be flooding the Jacksonville (JAX). So I got up with Cam on Monday and left at 6am. It was hard and I cried all the way to South Carolina. It was SUPER hard not to turn around and go home everytime that I stopped for gas or something.
The trip was a catastrophe itself. My phone died before I was out of Va, my cat pottied in her carrier, and I forgot my GPS and sunglasses. Not to mention that I just really didn't want to come.
When I got here finally, at 11, I just rinsed Reese off, took a shower and crashed. Got up at 5am the next morning and went to class. That afternoon I walked back into my old job at the bar and I haven't stopped since.
I've worked everynight since wednesday and I've gone to all my classes and almost finished all my homework that isn't due for 2 weeks.
Monday we don't have school, wednesdday I don't have lab, so I'm going to go put in applications around town to hopefully get a job that will help with what I want to do in life. I might keep the bar job so I'll always be able to go home whenever I want.
I really miss Cam and Sienna. I have never been this homesick in my life, I hope it will pass and in the next few weeks I'll get in the hang of getting things done here that I need to. But Cam sometimes says things that make me worry, I hope it's just the homesickness that's making me stress about every little thing. And it doesn't help that I have trust issues that I'm having to get over the hard way right now...
It looks like this is going to go from a once or twice a day blog to a once or twice a week blog. So it you read regularly (is there anyone?) don't worry, I haven't forgotten. I need the outlet for all my off base thoughts, and to lay out stresses that are stupid and pointless.

Monday Monday, Again...

So yesterday, we went to the beach and took the puppy. Bill came, and the puppy puked, so I brought her home and Cam stayed and got a tan. So she wasn't doing so hot all weekend.

Anyway, we went over to Lei and T-Willie's and cooked out, then came home and crashed. The rest of the night was uneventful.

Work was kinda boring, I slept in and then went to work. After a mini bunny crisis, I came home, went to the pet store and went to the mayor's house to chill at the table.

Cam and I ordered pizza, and went to bed.

A Day Out

Yesterday was my house cleaning day. I got very little done, and then GW came and we went out for lunch. We went to the Mongolian Grill. It was YUMMY!!! But she wouldn't let me get the check. I owe her like 3 lunches now....

So after lunch we went out and saw "The Mummy", well the new one. Brendan Frazier is so yummy! After that she brought me home. But it was a good afternoon out.

Cam and I went to dinner at the Lynnhaven Fish House. It was so good! We had good food, good conversation. I really feel like he gets that I'm worried about when I go to school. We came home and I got the puppy from Auntie Kay, adn we went to bed. Cam was even cuddley last night!

I was nice and sleeping, and then the guy downstairs got in ANOTHER fight with his girlfriend and he was yelling and screaming at her I guess on the phone. I couldn't sleep because of his yelling. The two of them just need to break up, so I can sleep.

But anyway Cam is helping Bill move so THANK GOD no more pain in the butt when we go over to Lei and T-Willie's we can boot Bill's butt to the curb!!

Excitment

So today at work was interesting. Doc let me watch surgeries, and I learned about tail amputations on iguanas. But other than watching the surgeries, the day was really boring. I hid in the back, and went through clients seeing who's still active, and who's not. I'm to client account number 1150 I think, and at that number, I called my manager, and came home at 3.

I chilled, took a short nap, and then thought about where I'm going to live. I think I'm going to live with my dad. We'll see how that works out. It's just the best thing to do, I can work and save money and have my pets, and not worry about rent.

Cam got home about 4, and took a nap. It's one of the few times I've seen him in uniform and I forget how good he looks in uniform.....Anyway, after his nap, we went for coffee and had really good conversations. I think he knows how important he is to me, and how important it is for us to talk more. But everything's all good.

So we came home, talking all the way home, and then I took the puppy to Auntie Kay's and she and I talked while the puppies played for about an hour. I came home, Cam made dinner, and now we're watching the X Games.

Danny Way took such a HUGE slam on the ramp it was insane!! and then he came back! And Burnquist has had some INSANELY huge tricks and runs. I'm so stoked that Cam likes stuff like this. I just wish Bucky Lasek wasn't out....

Dinner

Cam and I went to dinner last night. We were a little unsure where we were going to go though. Then Cam thought the Mayor and his lady friend would like to go with us, but they were going for Asian food, and Cam wanted seafood. So we went to Alexander's on the Bay. It was nice, the food was ok, but the fact that Cam and I were out together, just the two of us actually spending time together was VERY nice.

After dinner, we came home, I got the puppy from Auntie Kay, and laid down. I put on my pjs, and Cam went to chill at the table for a while.

So after everything was said and done, I decided that I like to get dressed up and go out, and Cam and I are going to have to do it more.

Day to Day

Yesterday was kinda boring....
With the exception of a stupid phone call at work...all I really did was set up a slide show for the lobby, and start one for the website. Dr. M asked me to keep up the site while I'm in school, so the more I have uploaded before I leave, the easeier it's going to be.

I was supposed to go to the gym last night with Lanaa, but I didn't get off work until late. Cam made dinner, and asked me out tonight. It was really cute.

Since I've moved in, we haven't had too many "dates" it's just been the day to day life together. I love him, but we need to spend more time together, just us......

I think now that I'm about to leave to go to school and I'll be about 14 hours away, we're going to start doing more together so we can rekindle our relationship.....here's hoping!